Pesach: Reflection, Resilience, and Hope

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Pesach: Reflection, Resilience, and Hope

Pesach, also known as Passover, is a sacred time for the Jewish community. It is an eight-day holiday celebrated in the early spring, and it holds deep historical and cultural significance. As we gather around the Seder table, we reflect on our identity, values, and the enduring spirit of freedom and liberation.

Emancipation from Slavery

At the heart of Pesach lies the commemoration of the emancipation of the Israelites from slavery in ancient Egypt. The story of their exodus resonates across generations, reminding us of the power of resilience and faith. But let us pause and consider: Were the Israelites truly slaves?

Historical evidence suggests that the Israelites were not mere labourers toiling under the whip of taskmasters. The construction of the pyramids, often associated with their suffering, was likely carried out by a system of paid labour. Skilled workers, organized by professional construction organizations within Egyptian society, contributed to these awe-inspiring structures. Yet, the symbolism of emancipation remains potent—the Israelites physically left the comfort and wealth of Egypt, embarking on a journey toward new beliefs and ideals.

Challenges of Being Jewish Today

Fast-forward to 2024, and being Jewish remains a complex experience. For Israelis, political upheaval and security concerns cast shadows over daily life. But even beyond Israel’s borders, challenges persist. Antisemitism, once hidden, now rears its ugly head openly. In the UK and American universities, Jewish individuals face discrimination and fear. Yet, the most insidious form of Antisemitism emerges from within our own ranks.

The Golden Calf of Social Media

Among so-called leftists, liberals, and even occultist Jews, a troubling trend emerges. They chase the Golden Calf of social media fame, acknowledgement, and likes. In their pursuit of “freedom” and activism, they unwittingly align themselves with Amalek—the ancient enemy of the Israelites. Their activism often takes the form of supporting terror activities against fellow Jews and Israelis. Worse still, some become internet trolls, dispensing unsolicited wisdom with a self-righteous air.

The Maror: Tasting Bitterness

As we gather around the Pesach Seder plate, one item stands out: Maror, the Bitter Herbs. Why do we eat it? Why connect to the “taste of death”? Perhaps it mirrors our current reality—a world grappling with pain, discomfort, and uncertainty. We must confront bitterness head-on, just as the Israelites did when leaving Egypt.

A Cry for the Hostages

Tonight, as we partake in the Seder, we cannot ignore the plight of 133 Israeli hostages. Held captive by the terrorist organization Hamas and its proxies in Gaza, they endure unimaginable suffering. The bitter taste of their captivity lingers, and our hearts ache for their safety and immediate release.

Resilience Across Millennia

The Jewish people have thrived in the Middle East for over 4000 years. Against all odds, we persist. We chew on the bitterness of adversity until it turns sweet. Our resilience lies not in avoiding pain but in transforming it. So, this year, I refrain from wishing you a “Happy Pesach.” Instead, I pray for the freedom of the hostages—a prayer that echoes across time and space.

Amen. 🕊️

Crowley peak moments

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For me, the story of Aleister Crowley’s moment of truth in Cairo 1904 is one of the most interesting in a lifetime graced by perhaps a half dozen such experiences.

Newly married, the “love boat”, or rather tha cruise ship arrived in Alexandra, a short hop from Cairo, where they planned some sightseeing in the fascinating metropolis. They no doubt took in the sites and the nightlife.

Crowley, who already knew the city, having visited a few years earlier, paying a little baksheesh to the local family for special access to the pyramids at night, where in the King’s chamber, he was able to show off some of his old tricks, with a handy copy of the Goetia, which has a preliminary invocation taken from ancient Egyptian magical papyri. The results cannot fail to have impressed Rose Kelly, who later, back in their lavish hotel room, no doubt having imbibed perhaps a little too much of the local Omar Khayyam vintage, fell into a light trance and said: “They are waiting for you”.

More of the story in this bonus episode of the Podcast, the celebrate the days in April 1904 and the reception of the Book of Law

 

Deconditioning the Doppelganger in the mirror

The Magician possesses a crucial trait: the capability to continually shed conditioned patterns. After all, how can we expect to mould change according to our desires?

Per the Oxford Dictionary, Conditioning refers to the act of instructing or habituating an individual or creature to exhibit a specific mannerism or tolerate particular situations.

From the moment we enter the world, we are socialized to conform to a particular mindset and behaviour. This can be seen in various aspects of our lives, including patriotism, schooling, employment, hobbies, media trends, faith and spiritual practices, and familial dynamics.

The influence of outside factors on our actions and beliefs as we navigate life is a thought-provoking concept. Our family and community upbringing, along with our experiences in the workplace and broader society, all contribute to shaping who we are.

Social conditioning is the training individuals undergo to adhere to societal norms and expectations inherited from both larger society and smaller peer groups. It goes beyond socialisation, encompassing the transmission of customs, ideologies, and behaviours.

One’s cultural background heavily shapes the impact of social conditioning. Deviating from the group’s expectations can result in being ostracized and rejected out of fear. This fear drives both members and leaders to adhere to the group’s traditions. Similarly, individuals within their own circles are taught to conform, even if it goes against their personal beliefs. When supported by others in the group, an individual’s emotional and cognitive tendencies become reinforced. As a result, many find it difficult to resist the influence of group conditioning.

Individuals, whether they identify as Witches, Magicians or simply desire change and transformation, should aim to liberate themselves from these influences and foster independent thought. However, it is essential to recognize them, while also striving for increased autonomy and individual empowerment.

Through her book Doppelganger, Naomi Klein takes readers on a thrilling journey through various cases and narratives of social conditioning, while also sharing her personal story.

The doppelganger in the mirror

As I listened to the free audiobook on Spotify for 14 hours and 47 minutes, I couldn’t help but see myself in the mirror, influenced by societal and personal norms. At times, I was frustrated, bothered, and enraged. Something Naomi said even made me cringe and boil with anger. Her narration added a personal touch, almost as if she was speaking directly to me. Although I agree with most of the discussions in Doppelganger, there were moments when the reflection of my conditioned self staring back at me from the mirror felt all too real and unsettling. My automatic reaction was to turn off the Bluetooth or lower Naomi’s voice so that I didn’t have to hear her. I even considered switching to a different audiobook altogether, but the sight of my conditioned self in the mirror motivated me to persevere and continue listening.

Over the past 6 months, I have noticed a recurring pattern of being drawn into societal norms and pressures that we are all encouraged to conform to. It almost seemed as though the entire world was on the verge of succumbing to these harmful beliefs and behaviours. Then I came across Naomi Klein’s Doppelganger, which resonated with me during a time when I felt lost amid broken systems. Her words challenged me to reexamine my own social conditioning and consider how to break free from it.

Deconditioning the doppelganger in the mirror

Occasionally, a book will come into your life and prompt you to take action, but it is a special few that inspire you to follow through. Naomi Klein’s Doppelganger is one of those rare reads that ignite powerful moments of change and transformation.

 

 

Blue Lotus: Divine scent for transformation and rebirth

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Nymphaea nouchali, “Blue Lotus: Divine scent for transformation and rebirth”

Unlocking the Lunar Mysteries: Synchronizing with the Moon’s Energies

Transitioning into the active realm of natural mysteries, the moon’s synchronization with our world stands out prominently. Governed by the moon, water ebbs and flows with the lunar cycle. While many acknowledge the full moon’s influence, awareness of its impact extends beyond animals and women. By attuning to our bodies, all can harness the moon’s power. With our bodies composed of 75% water, lunar effects are profound. To harmonize with the moon, explore its four phases, each offering unique rituals and botanical essences. As the moon enters its final quarter today, seize the opportunity to synchronize with its celestial rhythm.

On the waxing moon, we stop for a moment to hold our breath and observe. Watching the transformation and growth of our new moon projects taking shape and direction.

On the full moon, we exhale, a long exhalation — anghana which means ‘to reduce’ or ‘to fast. 

We release all the ideas and plans we breathe in on the new moon. The importance of the long exhalation is to create more space and room on our next inhalation, for new ideas and new plans to enter on the next new moon. 

“Only when we have emptied ourselves can we take in a new breath” (T.K.V. Desikachar p.60)

Transformation and Rebirth under the Last Quarter Moon

At the waning moon, we pause and assess if there is anything more that needs to be released. It is the moment to let go of all the notions and intentions that we took in during the new moon, making room for fresh plans and ideas to come in during the upcoming new moon. 

Harnessing the Power of the Waning Moon: Embracing Ugra and the Blue Lotus

Ugra, holding a Blue Lotus the symbol for transformation, rebirth and knowledge

On the night of the waning moon, we meet with Ugra – “The hungry one”, “The fearful”, and “She who brings us to the shore” – the shores of realization and knowledge.

The final quarter of the waning moon brings with it the opportunity to make an offering to the “Hungry One” and request her to grant us what we truly desire. 

Ugra possesses a sacrificial sword, a skull cup, a flaying knife and a blue lotus.

“Blue Lotus: Divine scent for transformation and rebirth”

Blue Lotus by AI Bing

The captivating scent of the Blue Lotus is genuinely one of a kind. The ancient Egyptians and Hindus believed that such exquisite smells were signs of the divine’s presence and symbols of transformation and rebirth.

The scent of the Blue Lotus is so unique that it plays a major part in the theory that suggests that fragrances can shape our mental and emotional states. 

Psychoactive Effects

Some people are captivated by the idea that the Egyptian Blue Lotus may have psychoactive effects, personally, I’m not convinced. 

The Ancient Egyptians had a deep appreciation for beauty and fragrance. They believed that smelling pleasant was a way to connect with the divine or to be blessed by it. 

The Egyptians used only the fresh flowers of the Blue Lotus. They did not eat or drink the flowers, nor did they use them in their perfumes and very rarely in their remedies. When they did so, it was probably a symbolic gesture of the Blue Lotus association with resurrection and rebirth. 

The Egyptian God Ra 

The Blue Lotus, known as the Egyptian Blue Water Lily, embodies the divine scent for transformation and rebirth. It symbolized the birth and daily resurrection of the God Ra, and featured prominently in temples, sacred artefacts, and art, with depictions often portraying individuals inhaling its fragrant flowers.

Aromagick & the senses

Upon first inhalation, Blue Lotus evokes a sense of longing for both the past and future. As the aroma fills your senses, you will be filled with a sense of pure pleasure and appreciation for the physical world’s beauty. And with every breath, an overwhelming sense of euphoria begins to take hold – comforting us like a hug from the Goddess herself.

Ugra & Kali 

Ugra represents the darker form of Kali, hence her name, Ugra “The Terrible”, “The Formidable” or ‘Enchantress of Terrifying Form’. 

The primary difference between Kali and Ugra is their colours. Ugra is typically black while Kali is depicted in blue.

When Shiva asked Kali for the gift of knowledge, he embraced the hunger for knowledge that pervades the vast conscious universe. It is the same hunger that drives us to create art, music and life. The hunger that ignites in our hearts the passion to study and learn science, medicine, alchemy, philosophy and magic.

 

Khonsu The Wanderer

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“Khonsu: The Wanderer of Moon Magic in Ancient Egypt”

In ancient Egypt, the God Khonsu was known as the moon deity. The name “Khonsu” means “The Wanderer”. Moon magic was an important topic in ancient Egypt, and it played a central role in the magical system, which was based on the lunar calendar.

The Egyptian Moon God Khonsu

Khonsu, the wanderer of moon magic in ancient Egypt, being a Lunar deity, is not the only one, for the ancient Egyptians this would be the first month of Summer which is also where some of us are now.  In the Egyptian tongue or the late version of it, the word is Pachons which you can break down into an Egyptian phrase per-en-khonsu  “ the one of Khonsu” which can be contracted to Pachons.

In the Egyptian worldview, each month of the lunar cycle was dedicated to a specific deity, as exemplified by the month of Khonsu. While some deities were replaced or lost over time, the original concept remains: every month, throughout the seasons, holds special significance for a particular deity. Khonsu, the moon god, continues to be honoured in this lunar month.

Moon Magic

The Wanderer is an obvious reference to the moon’s fast-moving and irregular cycle.  Egyptian Luna deities are,  I would say, invariably male. Other examples would be Horus and Set. This shows, as people have long recognized, that there’s no simple equation of males being solar and females being lunar, which is sometimes heard within the Neo-Pagan Theology and other theologies as well.  Perhaps the metaphor of male and female as plus and minus, maybe you’d say for the Egyptians that wasn’t quite as important. It wasn’t the only way that they represented this important idea of a binary relationship between things.

Within Egyptian culture, a binary relationship between a pair of gods is a very important motif. But it doesn’t necessarily mean that they have to be male and female. It’s an option but there are other ways of showing the same thing. And just to confuse things even more, the categories of male and female are a little bit more flexible within the Egyptian system and it would be possible to find a male lunar deity who has what is usually thought of as female attributes such as the capacity to “give birth”.

As Set gives birth to Thoth, one Moon God gives birth to another. This is a very interesting piece of mythology which we probably have to go into sometime, but we’ll leave that for now, because it’s such a rich area. As I said, this interplay of important principles often uses sexual metaphors but they can be male/female male/male or female/female and other counterparts and there can also be a sexual aspect that is just not the kind of strict male / female modality, which for them was not the only game in town. 

Quite a lot of interactions between the Egyptian gods are between those nominally of the same gender, male and male or female and female and the homoerotic aspect of that was not avoided by the Egyptians it’s just not thought to be anything you always had to comment on. Or they may have seen it as just part of life as far as they were concerned.  So for instance the sun god Ra, the nocturnal sun can be another way of referring to the Moon. In this mythology, the nocturnal sun, the Sun at midnight, is the Moon. And he has an important union to consummate with another underworld deity, the lord of the dead or Osiris. And when they come together and form a new entity, there’s a kind of sexual frisson to it, which they just didn’t feel that they had to comment on.

Conclusion:

Khonsu, a lunar deity, marks the beginning of summer for ancient Egyptians, a concept preserved in the term “Pachons.” This aligns with the Egyptian belief that each lunar month is dedicated to a specific deity, exemplified by Khonsu’s enduring connection as the moon god. The epithet “The Wanderer” references the moon’s dynamic cycle, with Egyptian lunar deities predominantly portrayed as male, like Horus and Set. This defies the simplistic notion of males as solar and females as lunar, challenging binary interpretations in theology. Egyptian culture embraces fluidity in gender and deity attributes, allowing for male lunar deities with traditionally feminine traits. This complexity extends to mythology, where interactions between deities transcend gender norms, including homoerotic undertones, as seen in Ra’s nocturnal guise symbolizing the moon. Explore the multifaceted nature of Egyptian theology, where the interplay of gods reflects a rich tapestry of symbolism and meaning.

More on Khonsu (Videos) :

The Wandering Moon